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Thursday, March 9th, 2006
5:36 pm	Hey everybody, Jacksons hole tonight at 9:30ish if anyone is interested. other then that, nothing real big is goin down on my end i am searching for an apartment with nick, he should be a good roomate. THe place i want is 630 a month per person plus internet and cable. U have no idea how much i want it. im trying to get a job as a social worker and if i can i will get the apartment for sure. take care. Andy out (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
3:44 pm	class time Sitting in class I get bored fast. Good news today. I am off the cane and i was able to hit the gym this morning. Man it felt good getting out again, and to be able to use both hands while walking, the little thins we take for granted. Ah, but this semester was going ok, then it started taking a turn for the worst so i have decided to reform my life. I have stopped drinking, stopped playing video games, and stopped excess spending. Its been only a couple of days but they have been a great couple of days. I am getting a lot more done with my life. Reading can be a great source of learning, who would have guessed. Well, im gonna start to pay attention again. Later all andy out (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
10:06 am	Hello Hey everybody, So i had another appointment with my othopedic doc and good news, nothings broken, nothings torn, i just bruised a shit load of things. I do ot have to wear a brace when i walk around but i will be on a cane for a while still. Thought u guys would like to know. Im doin good all around, single and loving it still. Im bored right now while sitting ni class, and a little tired but thats why God invented naps. Well thats all i have for now, later. Andy out (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 17th, 2006
9:10 am	Hello all, I figured this was a good way to ask many of u a question at once, did i let any of you borrow my Fallout Tactics game? I have been looking for it for a while now and it is bothering the hell out of me. if u dont have my game does anyone know where i can pick up a copy, i have checked with several places and no luck, please respond. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 13th, 2006
9:37 am	Im alive.....sorta WEll i am sitting at my parents house in a lot of pain from time to time, im on percocet, hehe. So funny story, i was snowboarding yesterday on the lake shutes on the top of breckenridge, i suggest looking at a map, its highly impresive. but as i was goin down the snow below me broke out and i started to fall. because of the angle i couldnt stop and i started falling into rocks my head smashed into a rock, the doctor said that my helmet saved my life. But after my head hit my board clipped a rock which ripped open an edge making my board usless. (im more upset about that then anything) when my board hit it caused me to flip onto my stomich, which probably saved me from paralyzation. my knee got smashed good, not broken but i might have a torn miniscus, i have to get an mri today to find out. as i was sliding my face also smashed into a rock. I managed to get my hand up and protect my nose and eyes but from my nose down doesnt look to pleasent at the moment. after that i tumbled a bit then managed to come to a stop. im brusied up and sore all over, on drugs and ointment, my leg is in a brace along with my wrist but im doin ok. my face really hurts, but i was lucky enough that i didnt lose any teeth. if i was 4 feet in either direction i would have been in a lot worse condition so thats something to be thankful for. God had to be watchin over me that day. well, enjoy that update. --andy Current Mood: sore Current Music: Tubthumping-(i get knocked down but i get up again) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
11:33 am	If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought? (7 Comments |Comment on this)
11:06 am	Hey guys Hey everyone, Hows life treating you, i hope it is going better then mine. Life has really been down on me, the thing is it's not so much life as it is my mind. Things themself are not getting me down its all my mind. I feel like i am not validated as a friend. There are a lot of people that i consider to be friends, but they never call, write, or even try to contact me. I feel like i am expendable. If I call and set something up then people would be happy to join, but if something is set up I seem the be the one that is easily left out. I know that most the people here on lj that will read this have their own circle of friends at their various places around colorado and around the world. And im not saying that it is all your fault for not dropping everything and doing anything when i need it, it is just that i have been expended, streched too thin. my leadership fire is burning out. Throught all of HS and the first year and a half of college i was the leader, i orginized everything, called everyone, if i didnt do it, it seemed to never get done and that was fine, i am not complaining about that, i took it upon myself to do it, but now, i just need that to be done in return, just for people to call me and let me know that i still mean something to them with out seeking it out myself. Now i dont want a million messiges on my IM, replys to this post, or voice mails right off the bat, all that will show is that people read this and want to call me on the condition that I HAD to point his out but i ask for u to just remember me from time to time, i just want to know that i touched ur lives enough to be remembered in some way. This is not the only reason i feel like cutting myself, not the only reason that each night i wonder if i should stick around another day. I dont want to give up, u guys should know my competitve nature by now and know that i hate to give up or lose. I think it is that quality in my that has kept me going for so long. The other reason is still Tara, I wish i would just get over her. The thing is that i was blind sided, slapped in the face (metaphoricly), and still havnt gotten a reason that makes sence to me, not to mention that she is a contributor of my first problem. SHE said she wanted to stay friends, SHE told me she still wanted me in my life, not the other way around. So as i do i made the first move on keeping the friendship, but if i ever try now, then she gives me a cold sholder, makes me feel like i am interupting something important, and just generally unwanted. WTF!! I wish i could get these thoughts out of my head, i wish i didnt have to think of these things at night, I am starting to like mornings more and more now because the thoughts are easier to fight, they are not as influenctial, they do not make me want to end everything. I know it is the devil that is feeding me these lies, but it takes too much root in my head. It goes back to junior year of highschool when my second mind developed. For you who i havent told or havent figured it out, I have a second mind. I have to talk to myself to deal with it sometimes, yell at it, try to push it out of my head. It is similar to golum except i have told it to go away and never come back, but it doesnt. It is just as hard to fight. I hate this. I need a drink. Later Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Papercut - Linkin Park (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
6:01 am	Late night or early morning? Its 6am, i was up late playing halo with my residents and with ryan. I am not tired but i know i have to get to sleep soon. I dont know what it is, maybe it was the feeling that i did not get anything accomplished today, maybe it was because i had another arguement with tara, maybe it was because i slept till 3pm maybe it is for the simple i dont want to go to bed. So about the arguement, we were playing world of warcraft and i managed to buy her a nice 10 slotted bag, which for u guys out there, this is a great thing to have, and so i was broke, a little bit later i level up and i need money to get my new skill, so i ask her for it. Jokingly i made some comments about how much some of the things she was creating would sell for and that she should have plenty of money. Then she gave me 16 sliver, and i needed 16.5 so i ask her if she has another 50 copper, (.5 silver=50copper) and she flys off the handle, i dont get it. I said please and thank you, but i am acused of expecting her to pay for things and this other bullshit that she complained about while we were still in a relationship. I dont get but i know if i want to , she is soooo frusterating. I hope i am not up for that reason, its not worth losing sleep over. I want to be her friend but she is difficult some times, ahhh. Anywho this was just on my mind. I hope to post on a regular basis. And one more thing, I was hurt by one of the people that i respected the most, you have now had a dramatic effect on how i view the democratic party, and i in no way would consider myself a fascist. you know who u are when u read this. I love you all and go with God --Andy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 21st, 2005
8:42 pm	I am still alive Hi everybody, I just want everyone to know im still alive and to give you guys an update on my life. Well for starters many of you meet Tara, the girl of my dreams, well she dumped me last thursday. (Dont worry about too much, im over it and looking to move on, if there are any suggestions im open for them) She felt too unsure about me being "the one" and that i would not be fair to pull me into a long distance relationship that she felt unsure about. I still think it is a bull shit excuse but if thats the way she feels ill let her go, and if she returns then i know there is something special there. We are going to be friends and i am fine with that. I am a huge world of warcraft player now, the game kicks ass. I have a lv 18 paliden, a lv 10 pali on a different server, and a lv 9 shaman. Its such a cool game i am a real big fan of it. The monthly payments are totally worth it. Palidens kick ass. I got this other new game, its for the PS2 called karaoke revolution, its a blast i love playing it. My residents are a good bunch of guys. Halo 2 seems to be eating all of their free time and i am trying not to get sucked into too many video games. I havent written up anyone on my floor yet and hopefully i dont have to but i have had to write up several of people from smith, its not the funnest times but what ever. its my job. I think i might be getting sick, im not too sure, i hope not. My classes are really cool this year im taking Religions of Japan Critical thinking in religious studies Christianity/Judausm/Islam Religion and Dance and Italian. I am also managing the website for the religious studies depatment so see it go to http://ucsub.colorado.edu/~jaegle i think that is it for now, ill talk to u guys later Andy (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 27th, 2004
8:23 pm	Hello Well, hey everybody Im just waiting for tara to get here so i decided to post. I have several essays to write but i thought this would be funner. I was wondering what everybody was doin for fall break, personally i am goin to fly to LA then sail to catalina with tara, it sould be fun. I wanted to see what was goin on in everybody's life, girls, lack of girls, guys(in mikes case), school, classes, other friends. Just shout back to me, and to let everyone know my dorm number is 303-786-3711 and my cell is 720-280-5486. Well tara is here so im gonna end this post. Take it easy everybody. --Andy Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Hanging by a moment -Lifehouse (5 Comments |Comment on this)
12:35 am	I'm Alive, and i still cant spell or use proper grammer Im sitting in my room with my g/f and mike has been buggin me to read his post. So i decided i would make a post to say "Hi, im alive and still cant type" My classes are goin great, i love being a religious studies major, its sooooo much better then being an engineer. My classes are goin well, and my life seems to be in order. As i said i have a g/f, her name is Tara and she makes me very happy, and we have known each other since freshman year, but only got together a week ago. I'm happy. to see a pic goto www.sluts..........my g/f is now kicking my ass for that one. Hopefully i will post a little more regularly to keep u guys informed. Well, thats it for now, Makeout time for andy -later Current Mood: happy Current Music: everlong by foo fighters (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
10:25 am	hey Hey guys, its been a while sense my last post but im not gonna be too long on this one, i went snowboarding at brek last weekend we stayed at travis's cabin, it was cool, i just got back from Beaver Creek last night, we stayed at Chaz's cabin, it was awsome, last night we watched one of the worst movies i have ever seen in my life which was funny and this this morning at 7:15 am i got a phone call, i was rather mad that someone was colling that early, it turned out to be my mom, i was kinda concerned because she knows better then to call me that early, i already knew what she had to say, my grandpa died last night in his sleep. So im flying home to ohio tomarrow morning. ill be back sometime this weekend. later (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
12:08 pm	Tuesday again Its tuesday again and i am posting as usual. The more time that passes the more i think i made the right move changing majors. The strange thing is that im not sleeping again, 3 maybe 4 hours a night, i dont know whats up. And Andy i think this proves my point about not beeing afraid of change. I still have to get in touch with councelers to change majors but it seems like they are never in. I hope i can get a hold of them soon. I am really looking foward to next semester when i dont have 8 hours of homework revolvint around math each night. My only problem is that i have no motivation to finish up the semester. i would just take the low grades but to get a RA spot i need a 2.2 by the end of next semester so getting 2 F's isnt a good idea. I hung some christmas lights up in my room the other day to bring christmas spirit to my room. I want to go get more lights but that would cost money, maybe ill just steal some off one of our 2 christmas trees. I want to get lights running all around my room, I think it will look really cool. Today me and Devon will be demo-ing our final project for our professor so we will be done with one of our lab courses. Finals are next week, it came up way too fast, and i am craming now for them. Engineering sucks!! (I know all of u guys agree with that statment) So that is my tuesday post. Take it easy and God bless Current Mood: geeky Current Music: Not Falling - Mudvaine (Comment on this)
Friday, November 28th, 2003
10:58 am	Everything Hi guys its been a while sience i posted and a lot has gone on sience then. Well I have been battling internal demons for a while now and i finally overcome them and relised that engineering is not what i want to do. So i am changing out of engineering and into Religious Studies. Its a big jump, i know, but i think it is the right move. I am goin to get my education certificate as well. Then after college i will go to semenary and become a certified preacher. I want to do college and high school ministry, and later on in life ill be eigher a preacher or a teacher. One of the two. I really want to do this. i have worked for over 20 hours this week, so good money. It has been real boring so i have gotten a lot done. good stuff. we are getting together this weekend, saterday night. so if u can you should come. also mongolian barbeq tonight. 7 pm ish im me or respond to live Current Mood: lazy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 20th, 2003
12:34 am	hi every body This is just me saying that i am pulling an all nighter tonight, I have a shit load of homework to catch up on, a butt load of studying to do and bunch of reading as well as starting to prepair a bible study for monsay evening. Its only midnight but i think that ill be ok, i have no signs of fatuge.....yet. I can manage, Ive done it before. Oh, if u guys read this befor the morning IM devon and tell him im in the components lab, i dont want him to worry, anyway, i am seriouly considering switching majors. I just dont feel God calling me to do Engineering in life. I beleive i would be best fitted to teach or go through semenary and devote my life to God and sharing the word. I know this seems like a bg jump so i need, support, help, comments, thoughts and prayers from u guys, comment like mad on this part please, i need input, this is a maor decision. i think i failed my math test today, (That is what sparked the all-nighter idea), and i am worried about most of my grades. I am being bombarded so much latly and i need the support from u guys more then ever. Please pray for me if u are a praying type, if not then please just keep me in your thoughts. Now i know before that i said no more negitive journal entries but im sorry i need to do this one. I know it might seem long and im sorry for that as well but ill post again in about 8 hours and see if u can tell the differce. Later Current Mood: awake Current Music: Who Needs Sleep- Bare Naked Ladies (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
12:44 pm	Back by popular demand (thanks mike) #26.Cars breaking down #27.Imanginary numbers #28.The Wonder Gator #29.Being Home #30.The Ending of the Matrix Reloaded #31.Summer School #32."Anti" Commercials #33.Zach thinking his old truck has feelings #34.My class i sit in every tuesday This class is bullshit, i sit in here and do nothing for one hour a week, come on people i could be eating lunch, but nnnnnnnnooooooooo the jack ass takes attendence. It blows. It just really annoys me that i have to waste an hour a week sitting here. thats it for today (3 Comments |Comment on this)
2:02 am	2 am Its 2 am and i am awake as usual. I dont sleep for more then 4 hours a night, so i will write in bad grammer and even worst, punctuation, and really bad spellin as well. I have noticed that obnoxisly long posts are this weeks fads so im gonna join on the band wagon and post my life play by play of the past couple weeks. Friday Halloween night: went to a couple parties, dressed as pimp good times were had by all Saterday Nov.1: Went to a mens retreat with my campuse church group. Learned a lot a bout my self and really made my life go on a up hill swing. Sunday: Called a lot of people in my life that i have had negitive feelings towards and apologized and explained why i felt that way. It was really releiveing. Monday: Began hell week, homework and studing for a few days stight. Friday aunt angie came into town had much fun with the family, good times were had by all. Went to mongolian bbq, then saw the matrix at the IMAX in downtown denver, really cool. Saterday, did stuff with the fam, saw some people that i havent seen in a while talked and had some fun, mynde had her baby shower so i helped move stuff for that, then went downtown with the family and cassies and her sister and more to the espn sprots zone in downtown. (mike and cassie have the cutest and best baby, i dont know where lily gets it from knowing the source) good times were had there as well. Then came back to the dorm. Sunday: church followed by meeting fam on pearl street. Its funny my aunt angie is such a hippy. she bought a few hippy dresses, a purse and other hippy junk. she said she might move down here to boulder because she fits in and has always wanted to live here. That would be so cool, she is one of my favorite aunts not to mention my Godparent. It turns out she also went to the summer saintitarian tour when it was in ohio, how weird is that. went to the house for pasta dinner after that. it was extreamly hard due to this diet im on. NO CARBS. Its hard but ive lost some weight so thats good. Monday is now here, well tuesday now but anyway my life is doin so great. I love it. I miss all u guys a lot, we still need to hang out more and for mike, i pray for u all the time, i hope u get over your feelings of negitivity that u have been having. God will see you through, i know it. i know my journals are normally sad with a problem in my life but this one is all good, as is life for me. Its now 2:10 so ill finish my post with a hearty goodbye. Later all Peace and God bless Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: Who needs sleep-Barenakedladies (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
11:57 am	Hey all Guess what day it is? Thats right its tuesday, and as tuesday i am in class online instaed of paying attention. Do not fear for it is a lame 1 credit hour pass fail where showing up is all the grade. I wanted to say ill be around all this saterday I am visiting one of my other friends breifly but then after that (around 3 i think) i was hoping we can all get together. Zach, chadd, peter, mike if u want, and andy if u can make it, i know its far for u but if u could, cool. to update everyone, im doin much better, i went to a life changing retreat with the guys of fuel on saterday and it changed me. The post i make should be more uplifting instead of downers on another note, its good to see we got mike on lj now, the list keeps growin and to tell u guys my neighboor got a $350 metal ddr pad that kicks ass Comment on this if it sounds cool Kevin your more then welcome as well take it easy guys later (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 1st, 2003
5:56 am	Hi Im up at 4:10 not an unusual occurence for me latly. Ive been having this problem, There is a girl(why does this sound like the start of any other problem) that i really like. The problem is that she doesnt feel similar fellings at all about me. And the more i think of it, i cant help but to think that this is entirly caused by after recently talking to becca and finding out she and this guy from her work are really hitting it off. But with Emily, she is nice, sweet, enjoys winter activites, and most importantly a christian. That is one of my many problems, the other is that i feel like im not welcome outside of my own group, i am used to being able to just head downstairs and chill with the basement guys or the girls, but it seems like most of them are just too different and do not want me around. On a lighter note, i am getting along with my 2 arch nemisis. Jake and Cassie This has been makeing me feel a little better but thats only when i go home do i get the satisfaction of this. It is highschool all over again..... and it blows big time (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 14th, 2003
12:02 pm	Tuesday Update Once again tuesday is here and so i am writing instead of paying attention in class. I just got over the flu and feeling quite rested, for the first time in a while. I cant stop thinking of the things that are weighing down my heart, things I have decided to share with all of you, my good friends. #1. I have in me much anger, towards my brother, family, and many of the guys on my floor. #2. I have in me much respite for friends. Zach Chadd Peter for this i am deeply sorry. I have been avoiding you three for too long, We must hang out sometime soon. Maybe you three can come up here friday night. #3. I have in my much wanting desires. Mainly towards women, I want a girlfriend but I dont want a longing desire. My other wanting desire is material possessions, like a hard DDR pad, they cost $300 and i am trying to get that money anyway possible but i know i dont need one nor can i afford one. #4. I have in me much hate for myself. #5. I have in me much hate for the world. (2 Comments |Comment on this)